| ... "i'm just gonna post on xanga real quick then we can go to bed."
Well it's true my dear friend xanga, your once loved and most treasured son has returned to you. To update you xanga on a few changes ill take the next few minutes for your benefit not mine. That was a poorly constructed sentence... Xanga the first major change to tell you about is that it is no longer the year 2007. I know, big shock, but we are actually in the year 2011 pronounced twenty eleven not two thousand and eleven. The next big change for you is that we have a black president who is making everyone just as mad as all the white ones before him so we truly are now in a state of equality. The housing market went to turd so i hope you invested in some property before 2008. The next big thing to tell you has to be that all music is now openly auto-tuned instead of in secret (thank you T-Pain/auto-tune the news). Finally i have grown into a semi-stable adult with a wife and a beautiful daughter so i wont be saying anything about many different girls making me confused. From now on it will be just the same two girls keeping me on my toes. Xanga my dear old friend, i am making you a new promise that i intend on keeping. I will update you once a week as to keep you informed on my life and to show you that i do acknowledge and appreciate the time we spent together and how you helped me through difficult situations by giving me a "voice" and an outlet for my puzzled brain.
with love
-paul-
ps i still really like grey's anatomy and smallville. |
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| holy xanga
well i havent been best man at any other weddings. I didn't get engaged again. I havent doubted my place in God's plan in a while. Oh! I have a motorcycle. thats pretty cool. um... i smoke now. I live in a house with two other dudes. they have two cats. one named brown and the other named astrid. Brown is way cooler though.
well xanga i think you have now been caught up on my life.
dont you go dying on me.
-paul-
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| If you care about me then i need your help.
Currently i'm a christian only by the title. I walk a different line. This may be a plea for help. I wont go to church, at least not yet, but i need something or someone outside of the building to assist me on finding the path again.
I've discovered this fear of whats good for me. I run from what would build me up and embrace what tears me down. All i ask is for someone listen to my story. Listen to what has happened. Judge not lest ye be judged. I am passing judgement on myself. The title i hold cannot a lot me better life or passage to the next life. I've kept my secrets and im ready to let them out and find healing.
It's gone too far.
Just too far.
i love you
-paul-
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| I can't lift my hands above my head.
they hurt too much.
aleve!
Pass me the aleve!!
i love you
-paul-
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| I am in love.
Smallville is my lover.
Clark Kent makes me happy.
If i had three wishes from a genie, my first wish would be to have superman's powers.
Then I'd save the other wishes like aladin did.
Becomes friends with him.
Then Robin Williams would talk all funny to me and make me feel nice inside.
Plus Jasmin is the hottest of all disney chicks.
mmmm Jasmin.
"Oh Paul Erdmann, I would give up this entire kingdom just for one kiss from you."
"Umm Jasmin? Don't you think we could do both?"
I love You
-paul ali abobwah- |
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