| holy xanga
well i havent been best man at any other weddings. I didn't get engaged again. I havent doubted my place in God's plan in a while. Oh! I have a motorcycle. thats pretty cool. um... i smoke now. I live in a house with two other dudes. they have two cats. one named brown and the other named astrid. Brown is way cooler though.
well xanga i think you have now been caught up on my life.
dont you go dying on me.
-paul-
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| If you care about me then i need your help.
Currently i'm a christian only by the title. I walk a different line. This may be a plea for help. I wont go to church, at least not yet, but i need something or someone outside of the building to assist me on finding the path again.
I've discovered this fear of whats good for me. I run from what would build me up and embrace what tears me down. All i ask is for someone listen to my story. Listen to what has happened. Judge not lest ye be judged. I am passing judgement on myself. The title i hold cannot a lot me better life or passage to the next life. I've kept my secrets and im ready to let them out and find healing.
It's gone too far.
Just too far.
i love you
-paul-
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| I can't lift my hands above my head.
they hurt too much.
aleve!
Pass me the aleve!!
i love you
-paul-
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| I am in love.
Smallville is my lover.
Clark Kent makes me happy.
If i had three wishes from a genie, my first wish would be to have superman's powers.
Then I'd save the other wishes like aladin did.
Becomes friends with him.
Then Robin Williams would talk all funny to me and make me feel nice inside.
Plus Jasmin is the hottest of all disney chicks.
mmmm Jasmin.
"Oh Paul Erdmann, I would give up this entire kingdom just for one kiss from you."
"Umm Jasmin? Don't you think we could do both?"
I love You
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| ..not asked out a girl because you thought she was way out of your league and then saw her a few months later with a really ugly guy? That happened to me. What a weird feeling that is.
I work in the mall again so im back to two jobs. I'm telling you, the watch co. is the best place to work in the mall. So fun.
ok
bye
love you
-paul-
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